Thread:108.173.145.171/@comment-108.173.144.190-20130228042045

at school today it was awkward :/

its about the guy i like.

the guy's name is shayne.

'''since i really want to hug shayne i still cant!!! :( i always feel awkward. today i felt like talking to shayne and giving him a hug. i talked to him but things got awkward. then my friends and i made a bet that after school i have to hug him. if i hug him, all the girls in my class need to give me $2.00 each. if i chiken out then i need to give them $2.00 each. so after school i was with the girls and then they called shayne over. at first shayne already knew that i was going to give him a hug. i dont know how he knew that. i was thinking that maybe the girls already told him that i was gonna hug him. i was about to chiken out but then i thought to myself that if i chiken out people will start to call me a wimp. sometimes they do call me a wimp because im afrade to talk to him. so when shayne came, all the girls surrounded us. i then asked for a hug but he smiled and made the same face that he makes when things get awkward. and also this took place in the locker room. we all like hanging in the locker room because if you enter it then you notice that its a really small space. also we like it cause if you enter it you could see that on the right there are lockers and on the left is a wall. when i asked for a hug his face was turning red and he leaned away and hit his back on the lockers. i saw he was slowley putting a lockers door in front of him. i started to sweat. then i just staired into his eyes and my heart was starting to melt. i leaned in for a hug but he leaned out but he couldnt because the lockers were behind him. he couldnt run away because the girls were surrounding us. then he said that he dosnt like hugs so i saw him trying to lean away. i started to feel something inside of me so i pushed the girls aside, grabed my bag, and ran as fast as i could. the feeling inside of me made me cry on the bus ride home. also the girls said that no girl askes for a hug they just force people to hug them. i then said that im not like that.'''

'''also i still want to hug him but i dont know what to do. i know its weird that im going crazy just for a hug but the feeling inside of me made me cry. and i know that people say that your too young to love but i dont belive that. love just happens it self. no one can stop it.'''

now the girls said that i need to hug him next time i see him or els they win the bet.

'''i just need to know how a hug goes since iv never huged a guy i love. i just dont want to feel awkward.'''

anny ideas?

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