Thread:Auslly4life24/@comment-6318594-20130826032432

Hey, Mary, it's me again.

Okay, so I'm going to go on a hiatus. Wait, you know what a hiatus is, right? Well, if you don't, a hiatus is like a temporary break of something. If you don't understand my definition of it, you can go look it up.

So, this whole week I've been stressed with school. Though, you probably would've known that already from our other conversation on your wall. But you see, the feeling of this stress would just never go away unless I got super distracted by something. And, I think I'm going to continue to be stressed for a while. I just need time to adjust to being in school again. Because you see, (I kind of feel like I'm being a boastful and self-centered person for mentioning this here...) I'm taking 5 honors classes this year. One of them is an AP class; meaning that it's practically on college level. And like I've said before, I need time to adjust.

For how long I'll be on this hiatus? I don't know. I could possibly fail and be back tomorrow after school. I could be back next weekend. I could be back in two weeks. I have no idea.

I almost hate myself for doing this. It's like torture. But, I think it's needed for myself. Plus, I need time to think about other personal matters. Though, I feel like I'm making a big deal out of this. I mean, I've felt stressed last year, and I actually did go on a hiatus for 2-3 weeks during March. But, I failed and it only lasted about 3 days. I might fail again this time. Maybe I won't, though.

Honestly, I find it hard to do this. Because, it means that I'm temporarily leaving a family. My virtual family. If I didn't love you guys, then why would I always try to visit the wiki everyday? Why would I continue to message you here? Why would I spend more time with my laptop and iPod, rather than be outside? I suppose the answers to those rhetorical questions are evident.

You might be wondering why I didn't just post a comment on the blog and wiki about this. Well, for some reason, I didn't feel like making this public. I don't know, I have the weirdest brain logic. Though, feel free to tell whoever about my hiatus. Which is probably everyone... I'm only personally telling one more person, which is raurauslly because I've been PMing her on Fanfiction and I don't want to just suddenly leave her waiting for another response from me in our conversation.

So, yeah. I just... Need some time, I guess. I hope you understand.

~DisneyLover16

P.S. I forgot to mention that I'm going on a hiatus from the wiki, Chatzy, and FanFiction. That means I probably won't answer your last message to me on your wall for a while. Sorry about that... 