Talk:Big Dreams & Big Apples/@comment-173.2.234.204-20120908155453/@comment-174.252.109.166-20120908231659

I am feeling like a totally horrible person!! Ohmygoodness, Hi, my names Jace and I was the one who wrote this!

I in NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM meant to offend any of the admins! I just reread what I wrote and I sound like a total jerk! If you give me a moment to explain myself I promise i'm apologizing!

When I said 'start monitoring pages' i meant like possibly like just looking specifically for people who are trying to spoil the episodes! I've never heard of the deltion log @jessie1010 but i know for a fact that you are very dedicated to this wiki!

My basic message to the admins was to just look out for anyone who they think might be spoilig anything!

I'm really sorry that I offended you! I was reading the comments, crying because I felt so bad! I can totally see how it really depends how you read that to yourself!

@Jessie1010 I see al the time how hard you work! I know I could never pull off what you do for this wiki and I do want to tell you now that I appreciate it! I in no way shape or form was intending to tell you how to do your job and I'm sorry i sounded like a jerk! I really truly want to apologize for sounding so rude!!

@Flyna4eva the same goes to you! I see how hard you guys work despite it not sounding like that in the above! In fact I look up to ALL the admins and I definately do not think I'm someone who can tell you guys what to do! I feel horrible for accidently making it sound like that! I didnt mean to offend you or @jessie1010 because i do see how hard he works for this wiki! I mean he probably does more then I even realize but the stuff I do see him do for this wiki is truly amazing and I appreciate all of it! And I would make an account, but the only time I even have to use a computer is when I stay at my aunts house. My grandparents never let me use it, so there really is no point to make an email or an account or anything for me. I wasn't intentionally trying to tell you gus what to do but I was a bit insulted myself when you told me 'i need to get help, Pronto'. I don't want to start anything, but you never can no what a person is going through. I lost my parents when I was little and go through survivors guilt all the time, so I do actually seek therapy and mental help sometimes. A few years ago i wouldn't have even told you that but I'm used to saying it by now. I realize you were upset, but just for future referance, be cautious with what you say? Because some people aren't as...understanding with comments like that. But IM the one who should be sorry, I'm sorry if I offended you and I'm sorry I offended all the admins :(

@gymnasticsrocks : sorry, i was just worried and trying to get a point across!

@Allyrox21: I never meant to sound like i was trashing the admins, I really truly didn't! I know they work so hard!! and I apologize to you too, because I totally sounded like some hater!

So once again, just making a heneral apology, I'm really REALLY sorry! I never meant to sound like I was hating or telling you guys what to do! If you want I'll write a general apology to all the admins on all the comments where i posted this? I hope you can all find it to forgive me, but if not thats okay!

I'm sorry!