Thread:Laura'sBearHugs/@comment-24146210-20141126000757

Hey Lucy.......... I sorta can't stand you not being here.

I miss you.

I want you to be here so I can talk to you because my life was getting better but now it's bad again and believe it or not I think this is worse. I hope nobody else sees this but I'm scared. Last night I had some really sad thoughts and unintentionally thought about self harm. I don't want to do that but something just keeps appearing in my thoughts about it after yesterday and I can't sleep it feels like I'm breaking and disappearing but I'm still here. Why am I feeling so useless and stupid and ugly and sad I can't deal with this anymore I just want a better life and I need you here to help me you're one of the only people I trust and you can tell because I just told you all this and I don't tell anyone how I feel because everybody already thinks I'm weak (I am)

Lucy pleeeease help me I hope you're alright and that you see this and maybe reply I'm nof even joking I need help but idk what to do. I don't even cry I just think until I go insane I can't stand it. I need a virtual hug. 