Thread:Red Compassion, Red Love, Red Hate/@comment-6015882-20141005171914/@comment-6015882-20141016035927

Okay, I'll show you the full version. But it's going to be a little T-rated. And please don't get mad at me:

''Days turned into weeks. Weeks turned into months. All of them have one thing in common: a period that Trinity calls it the "Age of Darkness." A ridiculous name but it's what she thought of it. She called it that because she thought everything is now a nightmare ever since the divorce of her parents that had been finalized in July, and Trinity lived with her mom as a result of that. Even after it, her parents' fighting was going from livid to tumultuous, and it had been super rough for her. The arguments were brutal and so angry it made Trinity extremely uncomfortable and stressful, and had a few sleepless nights. And to make matters worse, she was now a subject for a certain legal case. A custody case, that is. For about seven times. The custody drama and arguing was so overwhelming and it took a toll on her that was so bad she had experienced insomnia, severe depression, anxiety attacks, angry outbursts, vicious headaches, and thoughts about making an attempt at taking her own life.''

''On the brink of eighth custody battle, Trinity stays over at Edith's house for tranquility. Hanging out with Edith, Braylor, and her two children always made her happy and it soothed her. Since Edith was a retired yet skilled psychiatrist for both children (especially adolescents and teenagers) and adults, she knew what Trinity's exactly goes through. She said that some C.O.Ds (children of divorce, respectively) who are so close to their parents that they can get attached to the idea of them being together, and that's something they hoped it would last forever. If that dream would shatter, then they feel broken themselves. It could be caused by guilt because of some of them thought it was their fault even though it wouldn't be really their fault. But it mostly causes depression and anger, so divorce not only makes them feel doleful, it made them slightly aloof but extremely resentful to any future stepparent. Trinity listened to it and thought about it for a minute, taking it all in. She then excuses herself to the bathroom and then, after what seemed like minutes, Edith finds Trinity in a small white dress, trying to jump out of a window. Just in time, Edith was fortunate enough to coax her not to and she listened but when they got into Edith's bedroom, Trinity suddenly broke down in tears and told everything about her depression and the reason of her parents' divorce.''

''The day of the custody battle, Edith and her husband stuck by Trinity's side. During the battle, Trinity then dropped a bombshell by asking to live with Edith. After claiming that the mental environment she used to embrace is now unstable since her parents' divorced, even though it was an unorthodox confession, the judge allows it, thinking it would be best for her because an unhappy and mentally unstable child is a recipe for disaster. So, Trinity becomes officially Edith and Braylor's adopted child. Michelle and Robert were initially shocked by their daughter's decision but came to terms with it and decided to become cordial for Trinity's sake. At the time of the custody battle, she was only 7 years old.''

''A week after the custody battle, Trinity settles her new life living with her mother's friend and it turned out well for her. She was finally living the comfortable family life she wanted to live in because it made her happy and she liked that. Despite the trauma she had been through, she is still happy about this. Living in the Green family household was possibly the best decision she had ever made, although she misses her parents. But she knew she needed somewhere suitable to not only to live in but for her mind to settle in happily. So choosing to live with Edith and her family was the only thing she could think of because they have a very suitable environment that keeps Trinity's mental health in line and under control. She also earned the nickname "Trinity" because while she is the third child in general, she is the first adopted child in the Green family, so she started using it as her regular name while still referring herself as Alice.''

''When she was 9, Trinity's mental stability took a turn for the worst after she had picked several fights at school and has been throwing up so much that it triggers her vertigo. The principal and her teachers were so concerned that they called Edith to talk to her about Trinity and her behavior. So, she took their advice about getting her to the child psychoanalyst and discovered that Trinity has a complex disorder--not only does she have a severe panic disorder, she is bipolar and schizophrenic. Because she has a panic disorder, the constant barfing was stress-related and it occurred in most of her anxiety attacks. Some of the vomiting episodes were so severe, it would often lead to major dizziness and also fainting.''

''When Trinity heard about this, she was enraged that she consistently berated and swore at the doctor and then started to cry in Edith and her husband's arms. She knew didn't want to be this way and she wanted to get rid of it but instantly gave up. But she wanted to feel stable so the doctors prescribed her with antidepressants, antipsychotics, and anti-anxiety medications--all are very effective enough to stabilize her mental health but are also modified to be child-safe for her. Despite the instability still lurking in her mind, Trinity did well and eventually came to terms with her mental diagnosis.''

''However, on one January evening in 1995, a ten-year-old Trinity noticed something unusual with Edith while she was getting ready for bed--she had a little bump on her belly. That led to her thinking that her Edith was in fact pregnant. When Trinity asks her if she is, Edith says yes. Shocked, she asked how did it happened but stopped at mid-sentence and decided not to ask because she didn't want to know anyway. After she was surprised, Trinity was very excited about being a big sister.''

''However, Trinity realizes that she has to get rid of her mental illness fast before the baby is born. So, she had to undergo psychotherapy (including seeing a psychiatrist and her school counselor, art therapy, and psychosocial tatics) and, on March, had been put in a children's psychiatric ward for three months. For her art therapy, she had an unusual thing for drawing couples and making collages of them. But it makes her comfortable because it reminds her of her parents from when they were together and happy. She even drew a portrait of her parents' wedding. Slowly and successfully, her illness subsides. Throughout Edith's pregnancy, Trinity was very supportive along with her adoptive father, and, at the baby shower, she even gave Edith her prized possession from when she was only a little toddler--a small baby blue teddy bear that was dressed as angel: a white long-sleeved dress, a halo on its head, and white little wings on its back.''

''On September 18, the day the baby was born on, Trinity's mental disorder wiped out completely from her mind despite having developed a fiery personality. What she did to get rid of it was by running. She followed her counselor's advice to exercise and goes to her favorite spot--the park. There, she ran around the sprinkler as she got wet and mostly ran. It was something that she loved to do because she thought it would help escape if something went crazy when she's just ignoring it and ignoring it until the craziness. It also helps her express herself and let everything out, and, despite feeling exhausted, she felt much better. Because she's not feeling so bipolar and schizophrenic and doesn't panic a lot anymore, Trinity was mentally stable enough just in time for the birth of her baby sibling. As she ran home to her adoptive parents, Edith, Trinity, Braylor, Winnie, and Ben went to the hospital after Edith's water broke. At there, she gives birth to healthy and extremely beautiful baby girl named Palestine Anna Green. After long hours of sleeping in the waiting room, Trinity was woken up by Braylor and was told that her little sister has just arrived. Excited, she made beeline right to Edith's room and immediately saw Edith holding Palestine who's wrapped in a soft pink blanket in her arms while Winnie and Ben look over her. Trinity was the first to hold her adoptive infant sister---and she didn't even hesitate--and when she saw Palestine, Trinity was very happy and aware of how beautiful she looks. She thought Palestine was born to Aphrodite, the Greek goddess of love and beauty that she learned about for her history assignment on mythology. But Edith explains nature, even in babies, works in mysterious ways and Trinity understands it.''

''With her little sister, it was nothing but joy. Trinity became her happy self again and was a good older sibling to Palestine and they became close. Now, with her emotional stability, her real parents' newfound cordial connection thanks to Edith, a peaceful environment of her adoptive family, and her strong family relationship with Palestine, everything was now okay in Trinity's world. Despite harboring a strong feeling of resentment towards Tess and her son Roman who was born on the day her parents divorced, she was really happy with where she is today and loves it when Michelle and Robert visit her. She is now living a new happy place and is proud of it.''