Thread:PoseidonEpicness45/@comment-11571704-20150510165738/@comment-11571704-20150520031414

Because this has happened to me before. I didn't know about depression websites until now and I never went with actual therapy because I have bad social anxiety and freak out in social situations, so I tried to find happiness in random things. Things that normally don't disappear, yet they disappear from me. If it's a movie, I lose the DVD or video and stores stop selling them. If it's a place, my family dislikes it and refuses to let me go back. Online game. My parents find some reason I shouldn't be allowed to play it. I even tried getting over my anxiety and making friends. That didn't go well. I'm not complaining. I just can't trust that life will come through for me.