User blog comment:Auslly~Bobbie~Music/Talk Like Crazy!/@comment-24911667-20140511223807

Part 3 of truth serum ...So I tried to pull my self Esteem up, change my style to a cooler style. Instructor: Why you thought your friends didn't really like you? Ally: Because I were really different from them. I was the boring dull dork. I felt like they really just felt sorry for me... and that was the only reason why they even hang out with me. They laugh at me, tease me, called me a dork, dull, no fun and critzied everything I done and thinks it lame. They even hang out a lot without me. They even defriended me on Tweeter once just because I wrote lame twits. Even through they had friended me again... I just feel they just felt sorry that I'm a dull dork. Instructor: Do you still thinks that? Ally: Unfortunately yes. But now I just learned that Austin actually does love me and my dorky ways. (Sobs happily) I don't know about Trish still... But I know for sure Dez doesn't really likes me. Instructor: Why you think that? Ally: Because he... Always says I'm lame and I'm not even one of his 4 favorites and not letting me join in the (air quote) "experts" and the "adults" in their activites. I wanted to because their my only friend! I love them, true Trish is mean, lould, bossy and lazy I still love her. She like a sister to me. I know her since kingarten. We been best friends ever since! I do see that she does care about me a lot... But I feel she just feel sorry for me. Dez, even through he an idiot, wierd... I do love him like if he's my little brother. The one that I seem to have to look over to make sure he doesn't destroy anything! Austin... Is everything to me! He the one that changed me... He makes me a better person. He supports me through everything. Instructor: You loves him a lot don't you? Ally: (smiles) Yes. Instructor: Tell me about Gavin? Ally: He is my current boyfriend. Instructor: Do you love him? Ally:...