Thread:MacyZC55/@comment-11571704-20151122044621/@comment-11571704-20160108034643

I've tried the cheaper alternatives and they don't work. My definition of happiness has been changed so often I think I went through every possible definition. In my life, I've volunteered at nursing homes, donated countless items to food and clothing drives, been involved in Operation Christmas Child for four years straight. given my own money to the Salvation Army, participated in several 5K runs to cure cancer, and one Christmas, organized a caroling group that collected money and canned goods for a local homeless shelter. Depression causes people to view everything negatively without their control. I'm scared to fail because it causes my parents to berate me. Even if I don't fail, if it's not perfect, my parents will get mad. two months ago, my mom yelled at me because I had a B+ in English.

This probably isn't completely relevant to this conversation, but I've been cutting and skipping meals.