User blog comment:Auslly~Bobbie~Music/Talk Like Crazy!/@comment-24146210-20140809024408

I'm in a thinking mood...... I know I do this a lot, but I need to say something.

Sometimes I feel like shows exaggerate people so young liking people and everything goes well. I liked someone for three years and I decided for once in my life to be confident and go for it. It didn't work at all. Was that confidence misplaced? I can't stand when shows say "Wait for him to come to you" because if you want something and you feel you've waited too long for it, you take a leap of faith and go for it. I have ZERO confidence right now. I won't even try out for the choir or anything because being the center of attention makes me nervous. I can't talk to people I like because I don't wanna be shot down. And guess what? The one time I tried to be confident nothing good happened. It's funny how one person can do this to you even if you say you won't let them. Honestly I can't get what happened off my mind it's impossible and half the reason I smile and laugh every day is R5. My parents just think I'm crazy and obsessed. If they found out the real reason I bet you they'd buy me anything I wanted ._.

I needed to talk. Here you go. Here's what happens.